Lost between somewhere and nowhere

And it smells like tears
when you find yourself alone.
It's not the absence of someone
but the loneliness inside
that keeps your eyes wet,
and you search for peace
but you haven't found it yet.
Love seems like a milestone
that's so far far away,
and the truth is sad -
there are some words left to say
but you don't have anyone
to say them to
and you're left behind
and scared from what will happen
and desperate too.
The voices in your head
threaten you to sacrifice
a little piece of soul
as you're used to
and what the future holds
only God knows
and what will be your fate
He never shows.
You're left with a thousand questions,
you're asking yoursef how
you can wake up again tomorrow 
in a bed with a single pillow
and millions of disappointments.