Silver lining

Keeping a love that doesn't exist

anymore
makes me a psycho
but at the same time
it makes me consistent
with my desires.
Killing all chances of good fortune,
I feed my demons with tears,
hopes and passion.

I can count to infinite.
I feel no limitations.
Although I lost you
long time ago,
I will count the stars
and feel the limits
before I let my love for you go.